my next step is
I‘m not a bad person, isn’t that good enough?
Regardless of our best attempts, no one is able to live a life without blame before God nor achieve His forgiveness by our own works. Salvation is found in Jesus Christ alone; not in our religious acts, nor our best efforts. (Romans 3:10; 10:9-13; Ephesians 2:8-9; Titus 3:5)